the IT finally came.
it was late.
but it still came anyways.
1741.
if i wasn't wrong.
the wait was worthwhile.
three hours and 41 minutes of waiting.
with excitement building up intensely as the time ticks past.
the waiting wasn't that bad.
hehe.
played online scrabble with darling just now.
padahal he's at camp eh.
hehehe.
;)
before i share the pictures.
or rather reveal what i'm talking about.
there are certain things that has to be acknowledged first.
important, precious, unforgetable moments that will always be imprinted in my memory.
moments that will always be a reminder every time i use IT.
today wasn't the actual arrival date.
it was supposed to arrive last saturday, 17 may 2008.
but things did not work out as planned.
if only i had stayed home as darling had insisted or rather hinted.
if only i had believed that darling can and would be surprisingly sweet that day.
every thing would have occurred the way darling planned it to be.
unfortunately, we had to get into an argument.
or rather series of arguments.
and i just had to be such a hot and shit head and disappoint darling.
i just had to be selfish and mean.
unfortunately, darling was really bothered, frustrated and dissatisfied by the fact that i finally knew about it without the IT being in my hands the way it should be.
cos the delivery came exactly 13 minutes after i left home with the family.
i had to spoil everything.
when all darling wanted to do was make me feel special and appreciated.
special to be turning 21.
all darling wanted was to let me know that i was unique and special to him and appreciated by him.
i'm sorry, love, for spoiling your plan.
i totally did not see this gift coming.
i was amazed, surprised, shocked and excited, all at the same time!
the chinese food takeaway-like white box.
(;
insides.
it's a perfect gift.
perfect because i never told him that deep inside, i knew that i've always wanted a shuffle.
i never told him that i love the red one.
i never told him all this before my birthday and he ordered it all before that day!
in fact, we only discussed about it a day or two after my birthday.
it's perfect cos my darling is perfect.
perfect for me.
i can't help thinking how lucky i am to have found him.
to have him as my first ever beloved.
and for him to be the last.
insya'Allah.
and how lucky i am to have found the perfect one.
the perfect one as my first and last.
to my darling.
i know why i can't cry.
cos finally, everything clicks into place perfectly.
i can picture every words, phrase and sentence you said clicking into place like a puzzle in my head.
cos they are all a part of my three wonderful gifts.
gifts that come wrapped in your heart and love.
thank you, darling.
i do feel special and appreciated.
for once.
i love you.
product red.
(: