i don't know if i'm certain anymore...
i shall stop speculating about the future.
cos' i have no control over it.
i shall just tawakal to Allah.
Insya'Allah, He will give the best.
He always does.
if Allah brings you to it, He will bring you through it and out of it.
i'll always remember that.
i will focus on now.
get well soon, darl..